Anxiety Abstractions pt.2

Saturday 25th May - 22.14pm I feel really sick. Like just an empty feeling that I don't know the cause of I kinda feel weird because I've been on the one to my friends all day I mean, I don't like saying "friends" because friends are people you can talk to about your innermost feelings …

Death – The “Love Letter” Series

Death Sweet sweet freedom Desolate, ladylike - a mistress in her own right Striding through the quiet night Sweeping up suitors, from left to right Living her life free from pain Dancing on empty wallets in the rain The taste of temptation lingering on her lips she wipes it away with a sickly kiss But …

Come Back to Earth

Urghhhhh Disclaimer - this blog post is coming to you in the midst of a mental breakdown. I feel like I have no clue of who I am anymore. I don't know what I wanna be, I don't even know if I enjoy the subjects that I've picked to do and life is going so …

Anxiety Abstractions pt.1

sometimes I wonder why. why they all hate me. my "friends". my "family. myself. I wonder a lot. if you knew me, you'd realise that I do that a lot. It's kind of a habit of mine. I sit back and replay every conversation I have ever had over and over again. until I'm in tears, …

I did it again.

June 4th 2018 - Monday I did it again. Exactly 105 days ago from when I let you guys all in on my secret. The dirty little sin I used to commit every single day...I did the exact same thing again. I forced myself to throw up every ounce of food that I've eaten today …

Officially Diagnosed

Hey all, So recently I've been feeling a little down (you may not know because I pre wrote most of my posts a while ago) but I finally know why now. So yesterday, I met up with my therapist/psychologist and she did a few tests and told me what was up with me. I've always …

Possibly the WORST Day EVER

Hey... Guys...I'm PISSED!! Today could actually possibly be one of the worst days of my life. (MY MOTHERS CREDIT CARD WAS STOLEN!) I mean honestly. It was terrible from start to finish but I did learn a valuable life lesson I guess. (It's gonna be a long one so settle down and get ready) Let's …

The Dreaded Plane Journey

Hey Guys! So I just landed in Dubai a couple of hours ago and I am now in the hotel/apartment that we are staying in. I thought I would give you guys a quick update on the plane ride and then I'll start with my my Travel log tomorrow. So since it was a night …

Travel Anxiety

Hey Guys! So I leave for Dubai on Wednesday and about an hour ago, I was making breakfast with my mother and she started talking about it and I had a mini panic attack right there in front of her. I'd been too excited about the prospect of going on holiday, that I didn't even …