I’m That Girl – a realisation.

I’m that girl.

The girl with Silver and Blue hair.

The girl with a big mouth but a small confidence.

The girl who dresses in baggy trousers and an oversized hoodie to literally any event but comes home and lies in nothing but a bra and shorts.

The girl who wears a full face of makeup and takes pictures but would never dare to post any and tells everyone she has “no clue” how to use it.

The girl who installed her own lock on the inside AND outside of her bedroom door so that nobody could mess with the one place where she feels normal.

Free.

F R E E.

The girl who dreams to make it out of this shitty town she calls her own and make it out into the big wide world. Leaving E V E R Y shitty person and place behind and never look back.

back

B A C K

The girl who looks back on all her wasted time. Wasted.

T I M E

The girl with all the time in the world to do anything she dares. Dare.

T R U T H O R D A R E?

The girls who’s never kissed a boy but has the guy of her dreams mapped down to a T.

The girl who writes and feels every emotion under the sun every S I N G L E day.

D A Y S

The girl who once spent a whole week in bed because she literally felt dead.

F U C K I N G D E A D

The girl who cut herself for the first time when she was 14 right at the top her leg just to feel alive.

just to feel…something

anything

F E E L S

the girl who cut herself a week ago today because she felt so numb

the girl who is alive..but isn’t living.

L I F E

The girl who has so much to live for, but on the darkest of days, she cannot even think of one.

O N E

one day she’ll be happy – or so they say

one day she’ll meet her tribe

one day she’ll make friends and fall in love and have the job of her DREAMS

H A P P Y

One day she’ll be happy.

I’m that girl.

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