Come Back to Earth

Urghhhhh

Disclaimer – this blog post is coming to you in the midst of a mental breakdown.

I feel like I have no clue of who I am anymore. I don’t know what I wanna be, I don’t even know if I enjoy the subjects that I’ve picked to do and life is going so fast and I’m losing friends just as fast as these tears are dripping out of my eyes and I just don’t know what to do anymore.

I feel like I’m frozen but everything else is moving forward. I have so many regrets, so many things I wished I did, so many opportunities lost and I’m so confused and upset and angry and I’m screaming and crying and dying inside and I can’t make it stop.

make it stop.

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13 thoughts on “Come Back to Earth

  1. justmejuls says:

    I’m so sorry! I hope everything gets better! Just remember that you can’t go back and change the things you regret but you can try and live in a way so you won’t regret things in the future! What I’m trying to say is that the people who left you are idiots and not worthy of your future anyway! 😘

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  2. Bayance says:

    Breaaaaaathe – take a second to just breathe. You are so strong and I know you’ll get through this. Is there a course you wish you’ve took instead? Switch courses before the new years or maybe make a plan for next year. I’m so sorry you’re going through this stress and honestly it sucks for me when I go through a quarter of that but it’ll be okay. The friends you lost may not be good for you to begin with and that’s okay. Just focus on getting through what you love now and opportunities will start coming to you. It takes time and girl if you ever need to talk, text me on insta! It’s going to get better 💗

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