It comes as a shock for me to say this as just in my last blog post, I was saying how close I was to this particular person, but now it couldn’t be further away from the truth. In fact, I’d 100% say that it is the complete opposite.
Nadia and I have been fighting and fighting and fighting so much to the point where I really can’t be bothered to try and salvage this friendship anymore. I’ve tried and tried countless times but it just doesn’t seem to be working for either of us and friendship shouldn’t be this hard right? I meant love the girl but this just isn’t working anymore and it’s not healthy for either of us.
Idk, I guess what I’m asking you guys is whether or not I should end this friendship once and for all or just see where it takes us? I’m honestly leaning towards ending it because whenever we fight it makes me so so so sad that I can’t even be bothered to talk to anyone and I just fall into this kind of depressed state and I don’t ever wanna be in that again…but as long as I’m friends with her, it’s never gonna stop.
I’m getting a lot closer with a few other people right now who are genuinely making me a lot happier than Nadia is and I’m kinda getting the vibe that Nadia’s jealous but I’m not just gonna assume.
I don’t know, it’s all so weird. Please help meeeee