I’ve been hurt so many times, more than I can even fathom.
I’ve been bullied, bruised, cut, and left crying for hours on end.
Because of you.
You’ve left me with scars, physically AND mentally,
And the worst part about it is, you don’t even care.
You say those hurtful things on the daily and you don’t even bat an eyelid.
You don’t feel a shred of remorse
or guilt or sorrow or ANYTHING at all
and you carry on with your life.
With all of your friends,
laughing at me when you don’t think I’m listening,
when in fact, it’s the only thing I hear.
Everything you say sticks with me
and after trying so hard to stay strong at school
I come home and cry my eyes out
YOU made me do that
You STILL DO make me do that.
I’ve been high and hurt so many times
just to try and block you out
forget it all
I’ve been so close to the edge, so close to ending it all
just because you fuck me up
every single day
it never ends
you never stop
you never let me rest
I can never be me.
Whenever you’re around, I can never be happy
And the thing is,
you’ll never see this
you’ll carry on with your life
and forget about the girl that you broke
the girl you made cry
the girl you put in constant pain and misery for years.
You’ll forget it all…but I won’t
what you’ve done, it’s with me forever
and when I look back at my life,
and think of you,
Because you could be famous,
or living the life of your dreams,
but you’ll never be me.
you’ll never get to me again
you’ll never hurt me again
and I can’t wait
To my bullies..
Hey guys, I just got home and started writing and this came pouring out. Something happened today. And it wasn’t a massive deal, but it brought back all the memories and I had to share them with you. Hope you understand. See you soon with another post.xx